DAMN! I'm so sorry... OTL

I'm so frustrated ARGH! WHY AM I SO STUPID
OMG. I'm so frustrated with my own stupidity
;m; I'm so sorry!
I was working on a christmas gift for =Aponalope and I was screen recording it too
so like at 1 hour 32 minutes, my computer battery is running low, and then a weird box appeared on my screen. So to save battery, I ended the screen recording and was preparing to save the picture when I accidently pressed "Don't Save"

AKJDHSALKJDHSLKJHSDLKJH
DAMNIT
I was so proud of how it was looking too! There goes 2 hours of hard work NONSTOP!
and I also lost the pretty gift for wolfeh too ;m; OMG CURSE MY OWN STUPIDITY I"M SO SORRY OTL
this is just a screen shot from the screen recording. This was how it looked like... and i was so close to finishing too! ;m; I was on the shading already for crying out loud!
ARGH! WHY?
;m; now i can't finish it.. i don't have the mood to redraw it either... -sobs-

I feel so idiotic. Why didn't. I save.

See guys.
This is why you need to save. All. the. time.

sorry wolfeh... I'll see what I can do with.. this screenshot... hopefully I'll be able.. to I don't even know... I'm so depressed now...

-sigh-

*Edit*
Since I'll probably never redraw this/touch it again -depressed- I'll just post what I wanted to title this piece and the short ... TaiyoxSaku interaction here. I'll also put the screen recording link in later, just so you guys can see what stage I went up to before I... I...

Title: Christmas Present
Desc:
Taiyo: Like your present this year?
Saku: Love it now lets get this ribbon out of the way...
Speed paint: [link]

Saku © 
Taiyo + whatever's left of this art piece ;m; = nothing © Me